Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life...

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life...

and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever... ever...

I will not be afraid and feel distress...

I must keep calm and cool no matter anything happen again...

I must not feel despair when everything happen at one time...

I must trust in the name of the Lord, Jesus Christ all the time...

I must not cry again... I must be as strong as a seagull now...

I must not cry again...

Whenever I encounter problems or difficulty...

I must learn to stay cool and keep calm.

Don't let satan control my imagination all the time.

I must be as strong as a seagull now...

I must always remember this in my mind and in my heart.

God is with me all the times...

God Love Me as I know...

The Guardian Angel is with me...

All my friends worry about me when I am upset again.

They are worry about my health if I carry on upset again...

I really feel sorry for those who care for me a lots...

I really feel thankful that God is preserving my life.

A very long long time I never cry already...

A very long long time I never cry already...

I angry till I cry this morning...

I am trying hard to control but I still burst out to tears again.

I know that I am very upset since Thursday...

Even on Sunday, my friend can see that I look very stressful and sad...

We will be able to meet one day....!

How huge the world is...

We will be able to meet one day...!

A long lost friend of mine,

when I was in Batam for a trip,

we met again twice in a special way.

Another friend of mine,

for almost a while never met again,

we met in Genting Highlands when I was there for holiday.

The world is so small as we will be able to meet one day...!

I will be able to meet all my angel one day too...

I will not be despair or upset anymore...

As from today onwards,

I must learn to lead a peaceful and harmony daily life again...

In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice...

In the morning, O LORD, you hear my voice;

in the morning I lay my requests before you

and wait in expectation.

You are not a God who takes pleasure in evil;

with you the wicked cannot dwell.

The arrogant cannot stand in your presence;

you hate all who do wrong.

You destroy those who tell lies;

bloodthirsty and deceitful men

the LORD abhors.

But I, by your great mercy,

will come into your house;

in reverence will I bow down

toward your holy temple.

Lead me, O LORD, in your righteousness

because of my enemies—

make straight your way before me.

Not a word from their mouth can be trusted;

their heart is filled with destruction.

Their throat is an open grave;

with their tongue they speak deceit.

Declare them guilty, O God!

Let their intrigues be their downfall.

Banish them for their many sins,

for they have rebelled against you.

But let all who take refuge in you be glad;

let them ever sing for joy.

Spread your protection over them,

that those who love your name may rejoice in you.

For surely, O LORD, you bless the righteous;

you surround them with your favor as with a shield.

Even Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil...

Even though I walk through

the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil,

for you are with me;

your rod and your staff,

they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me

in the presence of my enemies.

You anoint my head with oil;

my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow me

all the days of my life,

and I will dwell in the house of the LORD

forever.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me

all the days of my life:

and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

I must not let anyone or anything distracted me...

I must not let anyone or anything distracted me again...

I must really learn to slow in anger and quick to forgive.

I must not let satan be control on my everyday life...

If I keep on upset and angry...

Who will be happy...!!!

I will surely fall sick everyday...

Each and everyday I will be distresss.

I don't want this type of life anymore.

I really hate it as you aware that...

I want God to take control of my daily life.

I won't listen to unpleasant words...

I must know how to rest in the name of the Lord.

To have more Peace in my life...

To have more Faith in everything.

I must learn to stay calm and keep cool all the times...

I must learn to stay calm and keep cool all the times...

Whether I am facing all my enemies or friends...

As I aware that many hypocrite people surrounding me.

I must learn to draw line at all time...

Don't let those people taking advantage on me.

I don't take things for granted.

I don't want my friends to betray me one day.

As I know I will meet Jesus one day.

I must learn to handle various people in this evil world right now...

Whether Christian or non-Christian friends.

I must be alert and walk in the right track...

I won't follow their foot path for sure...

As what you have done, God in Heaven will knows...

Sunday is the most happiest day in my life....

Sunday is the most happiest day in my life...

As I am able to listen to God Words and meet most of my friends...

I have told my friend my happiest day left Sunday now...

My strange friend can easily shoot me with a nasty message,

Which can lead to to IMH very soon...

I am not discourage with those kind of words...

I have many more true and sincere friends in my circle...

I am not angry but I feel sorry and sad for him....

What kind of friend is that...!!!

What type of attitude is that...!!!

God is Love, God will love him too...

I will be able to learn to forgive and forget

During difficult and trial time...

I have to be as wise as a serpent,

I have to be as harmless as a dove....

~ To My Guardian Angel... ~

To My Guardian Angel...

I am so stubborn and impulsive most of the time...

Thank you for everything you have done for me...

Thank you for your Patience and Kindness...

Thank you for making me smile and laugh again...

Thank you for your Sincerity and Tolerance...

Thank you for being there all the times...

Thank you for your Faithfulness and Goodness...

For all the things you do so

~ ~ LOVINGLY

For all the love you share so

~ ~ FAITHFULLY

For all the time you give so

~ ~ UNSELFISHLY

~ ~ You are a blessing to us all.

May God pour back into your life

Wonderful blessings from His abundant supply.

Thanking God for you...

Be Healthy and Wealthy Forever...

"May you be blessed by the Lord, the Maker of Heaven and Earth..."

~ PSALM 115 : 15 (NIV)


May God bless you always...

I must get well and recover soon...

No matter what has happened in the past,

I need to learn to forgive and forget.

No matter how many people has hurt you,

We must learn to forgive and forget.

In reality, everything seems very difficult to forget...

In actual fact, human are still human...

To forgive and forget,

It will take quite sometime for my memory to be erased...

I know that I will be able to make it.

As God and the Holy Angel is with me all the time...

How to take away all my anger...?

Because of Anger...

I fall sick.

Because of Anger...

I get high fever.

Because of Anger...

I can't get back to sleep.

How am I going to take away all these anger?

Erase everything and forget everything...

A very difficult lesson for me to learn.

A very tough question for you to reply!

I know that God is with me all the time...

I am not alone to handle them...

I must learn to smile again.

In order to get back to the right path...

How to stay cool with all sorts of alien surrounding you ?

How am I going to stay cool with all sorts of alien surrounding me...?

How am I going to stay calm with all kinds of problems arise...?

How am I going to stay peace with so many unfriendly and unreasonable people...?

How am I going to stay happy with all these people giving me trouble and problems...?

How am I going to stay healthy and wealthy one more time...?

I really don't understand and don't know how...!!!

I have to go through so many trial and problems...

I have to go through so many so many...

Many many people made me angry and upset since Monday to Saturday...

Many many people made me angry and upset since Monday to Saturday.

As I really feel so sick and so weak for this week...

Hopefully on Sunday morning, nothing happens...

A good day for me...

I don't want to get flu and fall sick anymore...

I don't want to have this unhappiness and sadness...

My terrible fever, flu and headache....

This is the first time,

I really feel so terrible...

My fever and flu, I sneeze and sneeze...

My nose is so uncomfortable and painful...

I feel very miserable and headache,

I feel very warm even though I'm in air-cond room.

My eyes also feel so painful.

Whenever I fall sick...

Don't feel like eating,

Don't feel like talking,

Don't feel like going online...

This is how I feel when I really fall sick...

I catch a bad flu and fall sick now..

I really feel so angry with certain people...

Till I really catch a bad flu and fall sick now...

I got headache and heartache too...

All because of the someone...!!!

As I don't want to mentioned about the name...

I am sure all the angel will know...

Who the person in my mind...

I will be fine and will have a good night sleep too...

Burning Heart... Cool Head...

When time past I will be able to overcome all these trouble

All these problems and erase all memory in my mind...

I am pleased as I go to the New Creation Church.

To renew my spirit and my soul...

To learn how to forgive and forget...

To have a buring heart for Lord's God Jesus...

To have a cool head and mind for all things that have already happened.

All things will turned past history very very soon...

As I know that now...

Mind Snap... Snap your mind...!

I ever encountered mind snap during

these 100 days of suffering and trial...

I can't do even a simple job...

I can't handle a really small matters...

I am totally mind snap at that time

I do not know what am I doing...

What is in my mind is blank

A totally blank and shut down screen...

In my mind and my memory is empty...

I will lost my way if I am out...

Early in the morning, I woke up....

Early in the morning, I woke up...

My head really feel so painful...

My brain and my mind feel like crashing down...

I wake up with a very terrible headache...

So painful as I really feel like crying...

But I never cry, I must try to be joyful...

Try to be cheerful and keep smiling...

In my every day life...

This is what the Lord God and

the Holy Angel wanted me to be...

Problems... problems... everywhere...

Angel... Angel...

Why I always face problems everywhere...

From January till May...

All problems arise non-stop like shooting star or firework...

I really don't understand...

How many more problems I have to face...

How many more perseverance and tolerance I will have to go through

during this period of time...

Why so many trial, trial, trial as I would like to ask you...

I really wanted to know...

But always no answer...

How to be happy one more time...

After I have gone through all problems and trial,

I really feel sick about human being sometimes...

After I have gone through all those unforgettable experiences,

I really feel like crying, even right now...

But my eyes already no more tears...

I really feel so sad to tell you that,

But all these happenings are really true...

I really feel extremely upset and depressed even now...

I really can't take all those stress anymore...

If I really can't take all those stress anymore...

What can I do...?

Run away and hide in a secret place...

Go for a long long holiday and don't come back anymore...

Even I keep on praying...

All my stress still remain...

I try not to think about it...

I try to forget all about it...

I will always try and pray about it...

I must have more faith in it...

If I disappear one day....

If I disappear one day...

Where do you think I have gone to...

If I keep silence one day...

What do you think I will be...

If I mytery disappear and silence in a mist...

Where can you look for me...

Whether you're happy or sad...

I will never know...

As I'm really stubborn and impulsive

all the time...

As you aware that...

As you aware that...

I really feel very very angry and upset for today...

You should know what is the reason...

If you my true guardian angel...

I'm sad, so I go and take a good rest and sleep in my bed...

I'm sad, I really don't have any mood to tell anyone about that...

I'm sad, I just like to make my mind and soul have a complete rest...

I hope that this unhappiness will never never happen again...

I really pray and hope that...

After a holiday...

After a holiday...

After a short break...

I will be perfectly fine...

I will have to lead a happy and fruitful life...

Whether I like or dislike...

As I am very sure that...

My life will be more meaningful from then...

Whenever I am Happy or Sad....

Whenever I am happy or Sad...

I will write to you here...

Guardian Angel be with me...

Whereever I go...

When I feel sad, he will know...

When I feel happy, he will also know...

As from today, I won't be alone...

I will be pleased with all things I have gone through...

As God and the Holy Angel always by my side...

Watching over me...

day and night...