How to love them as I really hate them...?

How to love those people as I really hate them most...?

How to forgive and forget those things that they have done to me...!

I am still trying hard to learn...!

How to keep calm and cool and slow to anger...?

I am still trying my best to learn again...!

I really don't want my heart to fill with hatred and misery...

I really don't want it to be like that...